Monthly Musings
December 2009
Brotherhood: Moving Into the Age of Aquarius
Time is speeding quickly by, or at least it seems this way. Actually, the higher we evolve, the faster things go. Here it is, December 19. I am 19 days late in getting this musing posted, but it was the best I could do this month. My experience of the last month felt as though I was speeding rapidly through a tunnel, and when I came out on the other side I was exhausted. My dog companion died on November 16th. She had come into our family after the death of my late husband, thirteen years ago. I knew her death was approaching, and that she would be leaving me before my new life began. Her death was quickly followed by our Thanksgiving holiday.
The day after Thanksgiving, I went to celebrate with my brother, who has been ill. When I arrived at his apartment and knocked, I knew immediately something was wrong. No one answered, but I could hear the TV. I knocked and knocked. Just as I was about to leave, his roommate came home. I told him I had a feeling my brother was unconscious or dead. His roommate opened the door with his key, but the metal door chain was blocking our entry. The chain had to be broken to enter. My brother was unconscious and an ambulance was called. He died 4 days later.
A flurry of activity took place for the next week as we moved his belongings out of the apartment, cleaned it thoroughly, planned and executed a funeral and memorial service. Months earlier I informed my brother that I would assist him in his transition to the other side, and there would be no pain. He had cancer which had rapidly invaded and spread throughout his body. Thankfully, he never experienced any physical pain. In this time of great activity, it became apparent to me, how things were being orchestrated from a very high level, and the greatest good was being implemented at each step. People were offered opportunities to move up a level of consciousness and growth, and many refused the offer. Many responded to the call, and donations were made and accepted to finance the funeral and memorial service.
My niece, his ex-wife, my sisters and I were present at the time of death. Some magical and spiritual experiences were shared by all. Our deceased relatives came to meet him and assist him as he crossed over. Due to my involvement at multidimensional levels, and my continuing process of physically embodying my divinity, the energy that was expended on my part was immense and I needed two weeks recovery time to be able to function "normally" again.
It is in times like these, where we need to rewrite the rules and expectations we live by. When we are actively involved in and aware of our multi-dimensional realities, the old world expectations of having deadlines, timelines, and responsibilities have to be thrown out the window. A continuing lesson of mine, which is repeated over and over at different levels of understanding and growth, is the need to care for myself first, so I can serve the masses and the people I came to assist. Only through extreme self-care will I be successful at this. This was the most psychically exhausting period of time I have experienced since the death of my husband thirteen years ago. The physical care I needed afterwards was tremendous as I rested, cleansed, purified, and rejuvenated. I felt very sensitive to the inner workings, re calibrations and reconnections in my brain. I was at a great loss as to how to express coherently the ideas that were bubbling within, for I felt bereft of words and language.
My guidance has shared that I will be assisting my inner planes partner, helping some of his family members to transition with ease as well. Only after all of this, will the time be right for our new lives to begin. I expect that assisting him will be easier, as he will be the one who is involved at a physical level, which is the most draining.
This year, in retrospect, has not been easy. Though it seems to have gone by quickly, there were times when I questioned when and if the new would ever come. I am here to tell you that indeed, 2010 will be a year of new beginnings. These new beginnings are going to bring such unexpected and radical change to the world that we will regain our faith and belief that indeed, we are creating a whole new world in which we can live as brothers and sisters with each other.
The Saturn/Uranus opposition is the struggle between the old and new as Uranus demands change and Saturn clings to the past and tradition. In the U.S. right now, the Congress is struggling with the passage of a health care bill. The Saturn conservatives and fundamentalists are struggling to resist this change by claiming it is about state funded abortion (genocide), gay rights etc. This bill may not pass at this time (hopefully), as it is still inundated with energies of the old structures (insurance companies in control with the common people losing), but the kinds of change that will be needed will be coming through as we face the final Saturn/Uranus oppositions in 2010 and are also faced with Uranus and Saturn squaring Pluto.
This month is another big one in the final releases of 2009. Two full moons this month, with the second one called a blue moon. The first full moon on December 1-2 in Gemini, is what ushered in the death of my brother and the completion of his life affairs. 12:12 offered another gateway to move forward into the new. I experienced another miracle of manifestation when I received a free printer for my computer, through the return and reinvestment of a replacement warranty I had purchased earlier. I had been without a working printer for most of the last year.
The new moon in Sagittarius has also commenced at the time of this writing. This was a very powerful new moon, however, as it aligned with the galactic center of the Milky Way. Sagittarius is about aiming for and reaching the stars. It involves huge leaps in consciousness. This moon is allowing us to attune to higher levels and vibrations, unifying our dimensional realities, and enhancing our capacity to access universal wisdom. We are all moving up the ladder of consciousness. Uranus squares this new moon, creating a push to question our beliefs and ideas, and expand through inner revelations into new potentials and possibilities. We need some big changes here, not just band-aid cures for what we have been doing all along. New ideas and a variety of perspectives from those who will be new world visionaries will allow us to gain a foothold into a new territory now.
Jupiter forms an exact conjunction with Neptune on the 21st, which is also the winter solstice, and another powerful day for assisting through prayer and meditation that the greatest good be done in regards to the needed change on our planet. Jupiter and Neptune are encouraging high ideals as we reach to heal (Chiron in Aquarius) the masses and cultures upon the Earth. Holding in our intention, an honor of our our unique characteristics, individually and as countries and regions, while also recognizing our interdependence and shared home, knowing what we do to one, we do to all. Not only does this shift affect the Earth, but all of the galaxy and universes beyond our own. This solstice day, brings us into a balance point again, and moves us forward as we complete what was initiated at the doorways of 11:11 and 12:12.
Mars in Leo retrogrades (apparently moving backward), asking us to reevaluate our goals and how we use our energy to accomplish our goals. As we access our highest and Divine Selves, we will succeed in planting new forms and reorganizing how we reach our collective goals. This will remain in effect until March 10, when Mars moves forward again.
The second full moon of the month, which takes place on New Year's Eve, is called a blue moon. We end the month and the year of 2009 with a big bang, as this moon is also a lunar eclipse in Cancer. Additionally, It is a Super moon, so it potentates a greater power and intensity. This, along with the solar eclipse to follow in January, will be resetting our individual and collective areas of focus for the next 6 months to year. This final moon, will initiate a huge release for what is no longer serving our growth. It will push to the surface, anything that remains in our way to hold us back from the new. We can do this with ease, or be forced to change through some rather harsh experiences. The moon in Cancer is requiring us to look at what we need emotionally to attain our highest integrity and assume responsibility (Capricorn Sun) for our part in the new world.
Saturn squares the Sun, Venus and Pluto, pushing us to think outside of the box, and move our world from one of chaos and war to one of creativity and peace. We need to reframe our ideals, and live in joy as we share this beautiful world. This is the dawning of a new age. This is the dawning of the Age of Aquarius. As political philosopher, Steve Bhaerman and biologist Bruce Lipton state in their new book, Spontaneous Evolution: "Miraculous healing awaits this planet once we accept our new responsibility to tend the Garden rather than fight over the turf. When a critical mass of people truly own this belief in their hearts and minds and actually begin living from this truth, our world will emerge from the darkness in what will amount to a spontaneous evolution."
Wishing you all a very Merry Christmas and a Blessed New Year, as finally, our wings are ready for flight, and we become the earth angels we are, and have been waiting for. Bless you all.
