Monthly Musings
November 2009
Manifestation Into Full Bloom/Harvest
This month continues to bring much activity as we fully ground our dreams into our new realities and new worlds. Many people are being slowed or stopped, whether through sickness or injury, so that they can more easily and deliberately integrate the full and complete changes which come through vibration and energy first. The changes come down through the dimensions, affecting each level, before they manifest into form. Light workers all over the planet, are stabilizing and bringing in these new energies of immense change, infinite potential and possibilities, and ease in manifesting. As time passes, and apparently speeds up, more and more people are going to begin to see how they themselves created and manifested their realities and lives.
This month is very important for the continued culmination and physical embodiment of our hopes, wishes, and dreams. Globally and locally, you will begin to notice change taking place, whereby those who have chosen the new world will continue to prosper through cooperation and collaboration with like minded souls, and those who prefer individual struggle will manifest that as well.
The full moon in Taurus on November 2nd, is very powerful, as it is involved in a grand cross with planets Mars and Jupiter. There are four squares formed in the sky; Sun square Mars, Sun square Jupiter, Moon square Mars, Moon square Jupiter, as well as two oppositions, Sun oppose Moon (which is the full moon) and Mars oppose Jupiter. This is extremely dynamic, signifying great change, from within and without, individually and collectively, transforming and regenerating outmoded structures.
This grand cross in the sky gives further impetus for change; whether you are willing or not, change will come. Anything which still needs to fall away or be transformed will do so. With Scorpio, we need to dig deep within and transform those shadow pieces we despise looking at regarding ourselves or others. With Moon in Taurus we need to be practical, but remain focused on beauty, peace and gratitude.
Mars has entered Leo, which is a very powerful sign, supplying the fortitude and courage to move forward and be strong in times of great change. We must be willing to share our piece of the collective pie, which is ours to do, and in the process, think globally but act locally. We continue to have the important focus in Aquarius, as Jupiter, Neptune and Chiron share space with each other in this sign. Chiron turned direct Oct. 30 and Neptune does so on Nov. 4th. This gives the impetus to move forward to create with new vision, brilliant and expansive potentials and ideas, using new and unique networking and collaboration, for the benefit of all of humanity. With Saturn now in Libra, justice, balance, and harmony and cooperation are bottom line requirements for the changes which are coming to our systems and foundations, signified by Pluto in Capricorn. These two planets are now squaring each other, demanding the reforms that are made be of higher and finer vibration and standards. We must work together with each other, and with our planet, our home, to succeed in our mission.
On Nov. 11th (11:11:11) a portal is opened which fully connects us to our divinity, allowing us to acces the ever-changing form of our soul purpose, and our new work, which will now become an integral part of our new lives. We will begin to receive new ideas as to what our piece is, and how to begin to set it in motion for the collective good. This is an important day for focusing through prayer and meditation on manifesting the structures and forms that will serve your own life and humanity in the greatest way in the coming years.The Scorpio full moon on Nov. 16th allows us to finally see our new world and lives, in manifested form, albeit still sketchy, and incomplete. December will bring the finishing touches to our new lives and realities. With the power of Scorpio, our transformed viewpoints and perspectives will enable us to begin to see some of the new potentials and possibilities for our individual focus in the coming years. As Mars activates the eclipse point from August, we will begin to know more about our individual roles and responsibilities, our focus of creation, our soul purpose, and how this fits into the group work we will be involved with. Collectively, there will be more of shift in focus from fear based paranoia and isolationist tendencies, to a true emergence of a humanity that is becoming awakened as to our interconnectedness and interdependence on each other. As this happens, amazing things will happen globally. Hand reaches out to other hands, across oceans, overcoming language barriers, cultural differences, and individual perspectives. This is an amazing time, one which I feel so blessed to be alive and be able to share my own piece with others.
I would like to share an experience I had in the last month or so. Recently I was studying Chinese herbs and dietary principles, expanding my awareness of Chinese medicine in general, and had a spiritual experience which heightened my awareness. I was able to view one of the paths I had chosen not to take in this lifetime. I could see the potentials and possibilities that were in place to add to the enrichment of who I was and where I was going.
Many years ago, I was working with a medical intuitive, who told me he saw a new relationship coming for me. He stated this was a transition relationship, and he did not know if it would be a lasting one. Internally, I stated, "Well, if it is not a lasting one, then I do not want it!" At the time, I was just coming out of a relationship where I felt I had hurt someone through ending the relationship. So, in some ways, this was a decision based on fear of hurting or being hurt. In other ways, it was a choice made with great courage, because, alternately, I asked to be able to grow as quickly as I could, and wait for the lasting relationship which I knew would come one day.
Two years ago, I was shown in meditation who this person was that I had made a choice not to have a relationship with. Then within the last month or so, it was revealed to me, some of the potentials that were in place for this relationship. This man, I had met and worked with, while attending a school of acupressure and related Chinese medical arts. He went on to study Chinese medicine and healing, attending a four year graduate program, and is now a licensed acupuncturist. I had often dreamed of living in the state he lives in, and had I chosen this path, most likely would have had the opportunity to live there and learn Chinese medicine with him. Maybe I would not have attended school directly, but learned what I was interested in, through helping him. I could see many of the potentials for this relationship, and how it was definitely created as a desirable potential for me. It was one which would have brought much joy and learning to both of us. Due to my choice of not taking that road, we each had to learn certain lessons through other people in our lives. I was able to see the particular lessons that others in my life then had to teach me.
Looking back, from my vantage point of new consciousness now, I was able to see that my willfulness and control of my life and its outcomes, were in this case, interfering with some great gifts the universe had been trying to bring to me. I had feelings of great sorrow for not having taken this road. With a vantage point of this magnitude, I pondered the possibility that maybe upon death or transition, we have opportunities like this one, to view the roads not taken. It was an interesting experience for me, as I now know, and realize, I live in a very supportive and friendly universe, which always has my best interests in mind. With the simple act of surrender and allowing, we can experience great abundance and joy.
Am I sorry for the road I did choose? Not at all. I know I did begin to grow at a rapid rate, and had I taken that path, maybe would not be where I am today. However, that path was not as lonely as the one I chose, and I did not know I would have to wait 8 years for this "ideal" relationship to come to me. However, I now see that I did not have to go it alone, and maybe the path did not have to be so intense or harsh as I chose it to be.
Where am I at in my journey into my new world? Still in transition. Things are moving fast and furious. Recently I have been reviewing the intense and rapid growth I have spiraled through in the last couple of years. Even I am astonished at how much I have grown, and how profoundly. My greatest desire is to share this process with others, so their journey can be shortened and made easier than my own. Two years ago, when the man whom I was told would eventually become my partner informed me that I may have to wait two to three years; I told him I could love him that long, but would not wait that long. That, of course, was my ego speaking.
Well, here it is, two and a half years later, and I am still waiting for him to complete his unfinished business. The waiting has all been worth it. I have learned what a precious gem this man is. I have learned and grown through our spiritual connection. Beyond form, and beyond time and space, I have learned to love this man deeply and profoundly. It was revealed to me recently, that my time of waiting is soon over. I "know" the new will become manifest for me with the new moon is Scorpio.
Still, I am amazed at the profound changes within me. When I first met this man, my thoughts were focused on what I would "get" from love. Now, I am really only concerned with what I can "give" in love. In loving and supporting others, my greatest contribution is to assist them in becoming compassionate servers in their own outpouring of love to humanity.
I viewed a wonderful talk by one of my favorite spiritual authors, Elizabeth Gilbert, who wrote Eat, Pray, Love. She says, "Don't be afraid. Don't be daunted. Just do your job. Continue to show up for your piece of it, whatever that might be." This is great advice for each of us today. You can view this talk by clicking the link: http://www.ted.com/talks/view/id/453
